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Wednesday, January 5th, 2005
11:41 pm - 2004 in a wrap
ok so lets see... january i started going to DVC instead of LMC and i would take tiffany and sometimes we go chill and have fun before class. after a while i started getting tired of the drive though.
- got together with everyone put 5 bucks in and got tamara a game cube for her bday. that was fun.
-i remeber going to a giants game and all the nights tamara would go with me to my asl class even though she wasnt in the class :)
- i remeber the trips to sf with eric and tam to see kelsey. haha kelsey came out here and saw butterfly effect one time with eric and me and tam after we had gone to berkly that was great lol.
-then if i remember correctly jr. prom was around that time and that was fun. benihana's with sean his two dates and kelsey and eric and of course my girl. we all had hella fun that day lol. got eric drunk afterwards that was funny.
-almost everyday trashing megans room and ransacking the house jumping on the trampaline and taking beers with eric lol
-hangin out with sean patrick tamara and sometimes eric or megan or hannah
-HALO! lol
- tons of concerts i forgot them all though dropkick's and mxpx was a couple.
-my stealth :) which me and eric are still wondering how did it keep driving......maybe its posessed by satan lol
-driving really fast
-lots of fireworks lol
-Dland with tamera. prolly my favorite memory <3
-Halofiying shannen lol
-school ending and shit.
-HAHAHA eric and chris in the truck and me in the back seat making noise over and over again hahahaha
- tamara left for arizona
-warped tour x2
-eric and the incident with the pennies
-playing basketball with sean
-hangin with pat all the time
-the party where i hit the curb with sean and eric in the car going like 35 lol
-constant breaking into megan's room and doing nothing lol
- blink and no doubt with tam
-meeting megans other friends and talking about jews lol.
-getting drunk at megans and flying off the trampalin
-sammy <3 that dumb bitch lol jk
-hot tub nights
-molested and raping tamara/megan/eric lol
-got jumped.
-hospitalized missed incubus. least i saw them at lolla
- went on a week vacation
-lot a wierdness with megan hannah eric and even tam since then....least there was in my head. still kinda is to this day
-summer school at lmc. chem was hard meet some friends though
-got in a band :)
-six flags with megan eric rob garret sean tam lol
-eric drives that van crazy like...ooo yea and how eric talks to people in the drive through lol "THE CUSTOMER IS ALWAYS FUCKING RIGHT!"lol
-alot of being with tamara of course <3 hit 2 years :)
-hard times. mental roller coaster but stabilizin lol
-Halo 2
-alot of time chilling with band and tam alot of sean too
- chill with kory.
-smoking a lil bomb here and there
-the party at megans where me and kelsey and tam went to that was funny except when they got robbed. that was really fucked
-jimmy eat world <3
-my bday :)
-xmas :)
and of course new years :)

Eric: begining this year and alll of last u and me were best and im sorry i acted so fucking wierd after that thing in august. its noone fault and i miss laughing with u. sometimes i feel these emotions of guilt and anger take hold of me and now im not sure what im trying to say..thanks for good times i guess and i miss the old days. ill make more an effort to keep in touch. thanks for being there and tell ur sister thanks for visiting me in the hosp. i never got to tell her myself.

Megan: damn megan we never hang. lol. i guess we used to alot back in the day but now look at us. i never see ya and u gots so many groups u chill with ie. chico friends concord friends modesto friends its like u way up thurr. maybe this year we should chill like we used to in the early months of 04.

Hannah: u and ur sister always seem to fight u know that? oh well whats new lol sorry about darryl or whatever his name is that guys missin out. keep in touch from time to time

shannen: i miss you <3 u supa dancer you lol. i miss harry potter talks and music talking and i now got u halofiyed but now theres halo 2 so we gots to do it again lol. and while we are at it lets get tawny to mwahahaha lol

Chris: think u and me have had the hardest laughs anyone could possibly have lol. i remember hannah was driving and ur arm almost got torn offf lol. funny shit.

Tamara: well 04 is behind us and we are with each other still :) i cant wait to go this year to hawaii with u that should be just like dland was. that was great. its really late and i have to pick u up soon lol lets see i see u in 8 hours.....damn thats too long. uve been my best friend and closest caring person in my life and i hope i can rewrite this next year about 05 lol see u sooon luv ya <3

current mood: amused
2 answered prayer pray to me
Friday, December 24th, 2004
12:13 pm - im sorry i didnt listen :)
band practice is tizight i wrote lyrics to our new song and its fucking awesome like shitness. wish fernado could make it to practice more often so we can show robert our tight fucking song and have robert teach fernado the new shit. we might perform this wed at my church if anyone wants to come. just a practice kinda thing for ourselves but others are welcome.
pray to me
Tuesday, November 30th, 2004
1:10 pm - thanks shannenenenenne
Full Name: Trevor Jordan Kelly
Brand of Deodorant: Axe
Do you like pickles: not at all
Watch Porn: no but like any teenage boy i have been interested and seen it
Do you have your own phone line: i have a cell does that count?
Thoughts on abortion: see u gotta to have a cut off that way the mother has time to decide but killing ur kid at 8 months is too late.
What do you want to do with your life?: something important.
Ever been butt naked bangin' on the bathroom floor: im so sure i have
Would you ever get plastic surgery, if so, on what?: not really sure what id change....uhhh my nose maybe?
Do you think foreign accents are sexy?: i can speak with an irish accent perfectly thanks to my teacher and family who have passed down the kelly irish speaking accent lol. but no they arent sexy as they are fun.
Most attractive person you know?: tamz gets prettier every day i see her
Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend?: yes
Do you have a crush on someone?: Yes
Do you wish you could live somewhere else?: yes i hate antioch
Do others find you attractive?: maybe
Do you like roller coasters?: fuck yea i do
Do you write in cursive or print?: both
Underwear: plaid boxers with a dragon on the tag

**For or against?...**
Long distance relationships: yea im for them. im in one lol
Doing drugs: as i do them id say i am
Premarital sex: That's be great :) jk lol
**Do you?...**
Like the taste of blood: very much so
Believe in love: Yes.
Believe in soul mates: Yes.
Believe in god: no
Ever been arrested: yes twice
Why? sexual assault and i didnt do it but thats over with and she apologiezed but the other was for having a BB gun in public with sean glover lol
What are you scared of?: losing my family and people i care about. im afraid they will die of car accidents and afraid of murder. im not afraid of fighting since what happened to me but then again i dont like the thought of being jumped again lol
What is the most romantic season?: as tamara can testify im an all year long romantic guy lol but id say winter more cuz its got xmas new years and her bday and mine.
What current trend do you think is ridiculous and wish would go away immediately?: Uggs really are gay i hate them but also i hate super baggy clothes and chains and shit like that
A - Age: 18
B - Baby Daddy?: wtf?
C - Career in future: lawyer
D - Dad's name: Jim
E - Easiest person to talk to: tam and sean
F - Favorite song at the moment: 187, bite to break skin, by senses fail Niki FM by hawthorn Height Hella shit from Halfway home and of course sweetness by JEW
G - Guy/Girls you're madly in love with: Tam
H - Hometown: San Rafeal
I - I'd like to own: a house
J - Job title: college student
K - Kids: fuck em
L - Longest car ride ever: trip to Dland
M - Mom's name: Karen
N - Number of people you've slept with: Tamara......oooo wait ive slept with tam literally like woke up next morning with her in my arms but not slept like ive had sex with tam
O - Oldest sibling: im the oldest sibling
P - Phobia[s]: losing someone. im not afraid of death or anything else myself except losing someone...car accident murder freak accidents that kinda shit....wait i am afraid of being lost tooo i hate that.
Q - Quotes you like: i dont have any
R - Right hand or left: RIGHT!
S - Song at the moment: srgt stadanko -gina and now letter kills
T - Time you wake up: 8
U - Unknown fact about me: im insanly flexible nowadays. my eyes turned grey and i were blue contacts
V - Vegetable you hate: zuccini
W - Worst habit: cracking knuckles cracking neck
X - X-rays you've had: name it ive have it
Y - Yummy food: burritos, burgers, haha everything cept fish
Z - Zodiac sign: sagitarius

How do you feel about...

Christians: as i am one im down with it but i wont be for much longer
Harry Potter fans: love harry potter. i want to be a wizard.
anime: strange
Star Trek: strange
Buffy The Vampire: gay
Friends: its funny
Will & Grace: dont watch it
Religion: mormon, christian same thing
Politics: Rupublican HAHA BUSH WON!
Straight Marriage: how it should be
Marriage in General: kool
Disney Movies: are great
Diet Soda: hmm dont drink them really

Ooooh... Look at all the stars...

Is Christina Aguilera a slut?: yes
Is Britney Spears a slut?: yes
Did Janet intentionally let her boob flop out?: i dont think so
Did Michael molest those kids?: Did Hitler kill those Jews?!
Did O.J. do it?: Did Michael molest those kids?!
If you had to star in a same-sex love scene, who'd it be with?:HAHAH BRAD PITT
opposite-sex love scene, who would it be?: BRAD PITTT!!!!
Favorite Musician or band?: thrice, hawthorn heights, senses fail, halfway home, finch, blink
Favorite author?: terry brooks, jkr of course and stephan king
Favorite stand-up comedian?: mitch hedberg, john stewrt
Favorite athlete?: Curt schilling, Bonds, Dammon, Steve young (retired of course) and Ricki Williams (Retired)
Favorite model?: tamara Riedel. fuck damn id do her in the ass..lol
Favorite Talk Show host?: the daily show with john stewrt

More about you...

What do you do in your spare time?: chill, band practice, video games, watch movies
What are your creative outlets?: reading, singing/screaming, watching movies, video games, music
What is the last TV show you watched?: family guy
What is the last thing u said out loud?: hah i said family guy out loud when i answered that last question
last thing you ate?: salad/soup
last thing you drank?: hot chocolate
What are you wearing right now?:blink wrist band watch necklace glasses belt plus buckle pants boxers stripped split shirt
What do you lie awake thinking about at night?: things are getting better so mostly tam ;)
How many pillows do u have on your bed?: 2
How many things are there in you room that have to be plugged in?: fucking everything
How long have you lived at your current place of residence?: 4 years
What (if any) jewelry do you always wear?: a necklace watch belt buckles and i had a ring but lost it and i dont know if they count but i always wear wristbands
Do you have any tattoos?: about to get one
Do you have any piercings?:bout to get one

Social Life...

Where do you like to hang out the most?: tamz, seans, my house, mall
Are you usually the designated driver?: yea for eric and megan lol jk.
Do you drink?: yea
Do you smoke?: yea not cigs though
Do you do drugs?: yea
Do you talk during movies?: not really
What is your favorite restaurant?: that hole in the wall mexican place. bennihannas, baja fresh, tommy's joint

Random Yo...

To people that don't know you very well, you must seem:funny, nice
You hope people know that: im gonna be hella rich some day
Things that make you mad:alot of things. mainly i hate assholes. i hate white trash i hate thug wanna be blacks i hate whiney gays i hate homophobic straights i hate straight edge people i hate off the wall drugies i hate sluts i hate arrogent rupublicans i hate flaming liberals. thats all lol
Things that make you happy: movies books sex drugs tam friends band practice music money
Things that make you cry: pain lol duh
Do you know any stars?: i know a couple athelets no stars though
Quick! What are you thinking?: tamara...its almost time to get her
Pet peeves: hmm i hate dramatic people or exagurations.
You'll never understand: girls.... so confusing.
You're grateful for: my family, my friens, music, food, life.
The people that know you best know : im compationate. i help where i can. im not an angry person but recently my tempor is getting worse.

Take A Trip Down Memory Lane...

What were you like in kindergarten?: spoiled

1st: a liar

2nd: exagurator

3rd:trouble maker

4th: fun year. my favorite teacher

5th: left school

6th: changed schools. made friends. met my best friend tristian. had my first crush.

7th: had to leave that school and my best friend and jessica who i had liked.

8th: came to antioch. hard to adjust again. got arrrested. sucked

9th: meet lots of friends. meet rob shannen megan hannah and tamara. got turned down by everyone practicly lol.

10th: Megan costa.....enough said. too dramatic for words. eric could write a book about it. lol the best thing that year was prolly eric lol. asked out tam then gave up and asked out cassie. broke up and went solo until shit cooled down. broke up the dramatic LK and went back to other friends ie: patrick sean eric rob (the guys)and of course the twins. and of course my stealth which eric and i have come to conclusion was possessed by satan

11th: Finally got my girl <3 best gf ive ever had. only real gf ive really had. got my group got out of dumbass high school while managing to see all my friends. busy but great year

12th: busy year so far more college units and shit to study but fun year too. still got my girl still got some friends with garrett and fernado added. band starts and is going good. fun shit fun shit. relationship going good i forgot how long we have been together uhhh a year and i dunno 6 or 5 months not sure. got a new car whoop whoop.

Overall elementary school was: bad
Overall middle school was: bad
Overall highschool is/was: better to best
College is/was: BEST!

Your favorite childhood toy was: i used to collect aliens lol
Name a random memory from when you were little: my best friend Tristan and i always getting in trouble
If you could change one thing about your childhood, it'd be: I hate how gay i was lol
Favorite show(s) when you were young: dragon ball z lol gundamn wing
If you could be any age again, what would it be?: now

Random Yo, Part 2...
What are you thinking now?:does this fucking thing ever end?
Listening to?: my mom and the elctrician talking
Are you in a relationship?: yes
If not, why?:
The most unattractive thing(s) the opposite sex can do in your opinion is: umm chew with mouth open lol i dunno
The most attractive thing(s) the opposite sex can do in your opinion is: i like skirts alot. i think when the girl makes the move that awesome cuz it never happens lol. umm horniness lol uhhh willing to try new things and also when they are open about their body

True, False, or Sometimes...

You are funny: true.
You are smart: true?
You are opinionated: true
You get mad easily: lately...true :(
You get jealous easily: False.
You usually get what you want: true
You're happy with your life: True.
You have many friends: sometimes..i dont have alot i have enough to be happy :)
You have trouble getting close with people: false
You have an addiction: true
You're close with your family: True.
You're scared of growing up: false
You're excited about growing up: True.
You have many fears: true
You're random: true
You have trouble expressing yourself: false
You're boring: false
You get in trouble often: HAHAH TRUE
You can drive: true
You have a job: true
You've lost someone close to you: false
You wish on shooting stars and dandelions: false
You pray: False
You get embarrassed easily: false
You get annoyed easily: false im patient
You're good in school: true
You have an enemy: false
You consider yourself unique: sometimes

current mood: drunk
1 answered prayer pray to me
Thursday, November 18th, 2004
9:17 pm
1) Death marks your spot
2) sparring with megan
3) the incident with the cheerios
4) 187 (senses fail)

I miss You (blink)
Whats my age again (blink)
Gina (Srg. Stadanko)

Possible band names
1) Note to Self
5 answered prayer pray to me
Monday, October 18th, 2004
11:43 pm - busy
its been a long time since ive posted an entry. After i got jumped i didnt want to post anymore cuz id always want to put how i feel but i always felt fucking bad so i just decided to not say anything. aside from my never ending waves of hatred ive been ok. im too busy to think and so thats a plus. school organic chem calc film tutoring lab and now all my free time is spent at band practice. so been haning out alot with sean robert tam some patrick and obviously the other guys in the band. think im gonna go to fright fest soon with some of the guys and tam. JEW has their new cd out and im about to go see them Nov 1 and then go see Chevelle and Vendetta Red the week after. this friday i wanna see the grudge and i wanna get dawn of the dead. i have decided that vodka and beer and drinks are nothing but milk to me. i mean i have to drink a shit load to get messed up and i think id rather just not bother unless theres a party with shitloads of it. what other random thoughts do i have hmm.... im really glad my gf is kool with all my friend we just chill all together its great. playing some video games watching movies just chilling haning out and shit with everyone hella fun with the guys and my gf but someone is missing and im gonna eventually get around to that i just need time. you know lately ive been feeling alot of compassion for people and i wish i could have fifty of me so i can see everyone and comfort everyone. im about to get another car the one i have is so old trans is going on me. thats about all my randomness i can think of right now so until next time.

current mood: content
5 answered prayer pray to me
Tuesday, August 24th, 2004
11:34 am - pretty fucking fun times
tamz me sean and patrick has a really fucking great time at my house. well first tam sean and i went to my granpa'z boat and washed it and shit and that was fun then came home played a shit load of video games and patrick came we all drank lol and attempted playing lol. fun shit fun shit i gotta get more of that shit and either sean or eric or patrick or someone needs to get a xbox then ill rent halo and have my brother buy a lan cable thingie and we all just play completely wasted it was so fucking funny. full spectrum warrior is fun too. alright well yesterday i saw AVP that was awesome fucking movie i gotta see it again. lol. umm what else is new..... o yea saw open water with tam and her dad that was pretty fucking cool. umm saw aliens 4 which was pretty damn kool too. uhh school started so thats kool. and umm today i think sean patrick and then later tamara will come over after she is done practice but i might see her a lil bit before so thats kool.

current mood: cheerful
4 answered prayer pray to me
Friday, August 13th, 2004
11:59 pm
thank u everyone for ur support. visiting me and sending me ims and calling me and being thurr for me i appreciate everything u all have done <3 im home and feeling better
3 answered prayer pray to me
Tuesday, August 10th, 2004
3:06 am
i wished they killed me

current mood: lonely
15 answered prayer pray to me
Monday, August 9th, 2004
1:20 pm
and then it was all for nothing
1 answered prayer pray to me
1:11 pm
yesterday was a great day. church was not as bad as usual and then i chilled with my brother and stuff. patrick came over we played nfl street and then he left to go to a meeting then tamara came over so we played football with my cousins and then eric got here and we went swimming patrick came but he didnt go swimming he just watched and then megan came. we all went to block buster and rented predator and drank martinellis cider lol and watcheed the movie. hella fun

current mood: cheerful
pray to me
Saturday, August 7th, 2004
12:15 am
its now been a whole year with tamara :) <3!!!
today tam went to apple bees with my mom and brothers and my brothers friend and then came home played halo and then went swimming and then sean and eric came over played halo eric left and patrick came so we went to blockbuster and came home watched gothika. eric sean and pat were gonna spend the night but decided do it another time. since eric was in concord and sean had to get up at 5 tomorrow. umm thats about all
4 answered prayer pray to me
Sunday, August 1st, 2004
2:21 pm
i could save you i could break
dont believe in me dont believe in me
cuz i will let u down
cuz i will let u down

umm just got back from church and played halo with sean and my dad and now im bored as fuck
3 answered prayer pray to me
Saturday, July 31st, 2004
11:03 pm - got from kels
A little about yourself…
>< Given Name:: Trevor Jordan Kelly
>< Gender:: guy
>< Age:: 17 and in 4 months 18
>< Date of Birth:: dec.1 1986
>< Marital Status:: taken biaattccchhhhh!!!!!
>< Hair Color:: brown
>< Hair Type:: short
>< Eye color:: blue with contacts grey without
>< Skin Color:: white as fuck
>< Height:: 5'9"
>< AIM/AOL Screen Name:: forgoten1 or ultrabawls
>< Word(s):: vanillar and shagalamgi
>< Language:: english
>< Food:: spaghetti, ice cream (breyers chocolate) and about everything else
>< Drink:: bawls coke and milk
>< Band:: thrice thursday and JEW
>< Singer:: tom :)
>< T.V Show:: aqua teen hunger force and family guy..futurama too
>< Movie:: what women want, kill bill, we were solders, troy,
>< Pet:: dogs
>< Animal:: giant anteater
>< Number:: 8
>< Telephone number:: 207-8449 :)
>< Holiday:: X-mas and thanksgiving
>< Weather:: sunny
>< Flower:: tulips and snap dragons
>< Scent:: i dont like girls perfum that shits so strong and girly i like the scent of leather and candies for men (mine) i also like the axe deoderants
>< Color:: black and green
>< Celebrity:: mel gibson BRAD PITT matt damon
>< DVD:: see what i said for movies

Have you ever?
>< Kissed the same sex?: ummm.....hmm no cant say i have
>< Had Sex?: no
>< Gotten detention?: fuck yea
>< Got Grounded?: shit yea
>< Cheated On Someone?: no
>< were cheated on? no
>< Were Caught Cheating?: no
>< Lost Your Wallet?: no
>< Lost Your Cellular Phone?:no
>< Spied On Your Mom And Dad?:fuck no
>< Were Caught Doing something wrong?: well thought i was caught but ended up we werent so thats good lol. ive gotten away with alot of shit lol
>< Cursed At Your Parents?: hmm that would be sudden death
>< Been In love?: u mean like i am right now :)
>< Been Loved?: u mean like i am right now :)
>< Used a Friend?: yes
>< Been Used By A Friend?: yes
>< Lost a Friend?: hmmmm not really lost a friend... i moved though so i lost contact with some
>< Been To the Emergency Room?: yes and almost died
>< Broken a Bone?: nope

Are you...
>< Lesbian/Gay?: straight as fuck and proud
>< Bisexual?: nah
>< Somewhat Attractive?: fuck no
>< Depressed?: hmmm no
>< In Pain?: no
>< Worried?: not really
>< Shock?: yup
>< Exited?: next friday :)
>< Happy?: mhmm
>< Obsessed?: no
>< A Drug Addict?: no
>< A Smoker?: no
>< An Alcoholic?: no
>< A Loner?: no
>< Loved?: mhmm
>< Hated?: mhmm i hate them back though and ill fuck them up
>< Wanted?: yea
>< Unwanted?: noone i know
>< Shy?: no
>< Bored?:no
>< Having Fun?: mhmm
>< Listening To Music?: no
>< Watching T.V?: no
>< On the Computer?: no shit u dumbfuck lol
>< Doing Homework?: nope
>< Single?: nope
>< Taken?: u know it
>< Chocolate or Vanilla?: chocoalte BLACK POWER!
>< Dog or Cat?: dog
>< Sleeping or Awake?: sleeping :)
>< Sunny or Gloomy?: sunny
>< Dark or Light?: darkness
>< Pretty or Ugly?: pretty
>< Wanted or Unwanted?: wanted
>< Burgers or Hot Dogs?: burgers
>< Sitting or Standing Up?: standing
>< Computer or T.V?: computer
>< Noise or Silence?: silence
>< Boys or Girls?: girls
>< Virgin or Non-Virgin?: non i like my drinks with a kick
>< alcohol or people? ppl and alcohol lol
>< Slut or Decent?:wtf i dont want no slut
>< Nice or Mean?: nice
>< Stupid or Smart?: smart
>< Shy or Funny?: funny
>< Rain or Snow?: snow
>< Cold or Warm?: warm
>< Alone or Companioned?: companioned
>< School or No School?: gotz to get my edamacashun cuz im smart
>< Enemy or Friend?: friend
>< Cat Fight or Fist Fight?:fist fights are fucking fun
>< Gum or Candy?: gum
>< Juice or Soda?: soda
>< Beer or Cigarette?: beer
>< Old or Young?: young
>< Boring or Fun?: fun
>< Numbers or Letters?: letters
>< Bath or Shower?: if i can i like baths to relaxe and when im sick
>< Sex, Drugs, or Rock and Roll?: all of them
>< Wearing?:boxers
>< Watching?:umm this computer screen?
>< Listening To?: the fan in my room and my fingers typing
>< Staring At?: computer duh!
>< Eating?: nothing
>< Drinking?: nothing
>< Smelling?:air
>< Tasting?: nothing
>< Thinking?: im thinking of the fucking answers lol
>< Mood?: good

Who was the last person...
>< You Talked To?: tamara and kelsey
>< You Listened To?: tamara and kelsey
>< You Looked At?: my brother
>< You Touched?: tamara
>< You Hugged?: tamara
>< You Kissed?:tamara :)
>< Had Sex With?: uhh.... myself lol
>< You Instant Messaged?: tamara and kelsey
>< You Text messaged? tamara
>< You Were On the Phone With?: tamara
>< You Lost?: umm i dont know
>< You Missed?: i miss everyone but tam cuz she just had surgery on her teeth so she been out of it for this week
>< You Needed?: my mom for money lol
>< You Loved?: i still love them but that would be my family and tam and in a different way my friends
>< You Wanted?: wanted like u want someone cuz u have a crush cuz its tam
>< You cried with?:tam
>< You Laughed With?: just a second ago at kelsey away message
>< Yelled At?: sean
>< Who Pissed You Off?: devin
>< Who Made You Happy?: friends and family and gf
>< Who Made You Sad?: noone
>< Who Made You Cry?: myself
>< You Said Hello To?: uhhh i said hello to erics mom in the store. i didnt say the word hello but i did greet tam when i saw her
>< You Said Goodbye To?: tam
If you could...
>< Go Anywhere, Where Would You Go?: ireland dland dworld
>< Do Anything, What Would You Do?:go to ireland with my friends lol that would be tight
>< Have Anything You Want, What Would It Be?: dont wanna say
>< See Anything You Want, What Would You See?: all my friends again and also the movie troy lol

current mood: cheerful
3 answered prayer pray to me
10:55 pm
today i went to walnut creek with my dad and helped him pick out clothes and got a shirt and shorts for me. we ate at this nice resturaunt too. on the way home i was we were admiring my sound system. i love my sound system it sounds so fucking nice my car is clean now too. my car is basically like a coup and the speakers are big so the sound in it just is so crisp. saw bourn surpremcy with tamz my dad and my brother. i wanna do something tomorrow after church. maybe if people want they can come over for a movie or some shit i dunno. anyways im out peace
pray to me
12:21 am - i have a headache
hung out with sean then patrick came and later eric watched bad boys 2 then went and saw bourn surpremcy and thats about all. miss ya tamz <3

current mood: cheerful
pray to me
Friday, July 30th, 2004
10:55 am
yesterday chilled with sean and patrick and my lil brother then later eric came over. ate at burger king played tons of halo and had hella fun. tam is still in alot of pain from getting her wisom teeth out and i miss her alot. wish she could be with us but as of im sure she will be ok soon we will all hang out again. last night was a guys night out totally. we saw i robot DAMN good movie lol. tonight we will go see bourn surpremcy and hopefully tam can come too. it will be a guys night out + tam. lol. that is unless others feel like coming and hopefully more do :). me eric patrick sean just chilling i forgot how just chillin the four of us is and its awesome i luv my bros and cant wait for tam to get better too.

current mood: cheerful
pray to me
Sunday, July 25th, 2004
10:22 pm - FLAWESS VICTORY!!!
whoop whoop i win sucka. i just realized how much of a hillarous time i had with eric last week with speakers in and out halo megan and hannah's house and trampalines (sp?) haha. umm we all gotta chill this week. tam gets her teeth pulled tuesday thats gonna suck so we gotta help her thurr and eric works to damn much lol. anways soon it will be tam and mine year long aniversery damn thats crazy and after that we all going to INCUBUS!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!! cant wait y0. we all gotta talk about this and sort that shit out. ummm thats about it. been sick this weekend with strepp that sucks i could have chilled but i dont want my friends to get sick really like i could chill for small amounts of time and i just was feeling bad but im gettting better :) yesterday i baptised my brother and today im doing nothing so wow what fun! umm ttyl peace out
T.H.E.M.T.C. rules
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Thursday, July 22nd, 2004
11:28 pm - listen up
shannen i just want u to know that tamara was not mugging u or saying anything about u at the party. we all know tamara is quiet and when u said hi she smiled and said hey. thats the reaction u will get from her by any of us thats how she is. so going around saying that u think she was doing this and that is a misunderstanding. give her a break she didnt say a single mean or bad thing about u and when we found out what u said we were just like what and why is she saying this. u didnt exactly jump for joy to see her so dont expect so much. u two arent exactly completely comfortbale anymore so dont overreact about it.
i didnt say shit when i had invited everyone to harry potter 3 and troy and after the movie tawny walked away didnt say shit to me once when i invited her and shannen was the only one to say bye to us and vanessa and tawny walked away and if i didnt yell out bye they wouldnt have said shit and even then all they did is wave. so did i go around saying shit.....no.. i still didnt say anything even after i found out that tawny said the only reason im trying to be friends with everyone again is to get invited to parties... FUCK THAT. thats bullshit right thurr especially when im friends with eric and stuart and jp and conner and chris. i let that go and i forgot about it and invited everyone to another movie. i called everyone and talked to everyone and invited everyone and the next day i hear tawny say "he cant bring the LK together again" fuck that shit too. that wasnt the point of it i just trying to have some fun and everyone have a good time. no one fucking talked to me unless i called them or imed them and after that happened i just gave up. im not gonna invite anyone anymore, someone else can do it. im tired of being the only one who fucking cares. and it's funny how since then we all havent had a get together aside from megans bday party. no calls no ims. i was the only who fucking cared. colette understands alot of where im coming from. aj seems to be the only one out of u guys who cares about me and talks to me and hears me out. eric has always backed me up as has sean chris patrick kaity pace and of course megan and hannah and tamara is a given. shannen im telling u tamara never once said a thing about u. whether u believe me or not its up to u but she used to be ur good friend and there is that awkwardness but in no way did she imply something toward u i promis u that i hope u take our word for it :( im frustrated that ive tried and i get shotdown everytime. its time for someone else to try if anyone even wants to. maybe its just me and maybe everyone else just likes how things are right now and dont want to have any more group times. im not saying we should all chill everyday but once in a while i think would be fun. i would support that. post a comment if u support. maybe im wrong and ppl do want to do something this summer. then again i could be right. post a comment if u support it pls it doesnt have to be long but it would be nice.

current mood: sick
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9:58 am
ok so im at the LRC at LMC right now on this lovely day. im bored out of my mind and im about to go and study some more for my upcoming test. thanks eric for taking my back pack out this morning i wont forget u did that i appreciated it <3. i havent updated in some time but i will for now on. this morning was hard i had barely any sleep fucking school and shit i cant wait until im out. hopefully ill see everyone today i dont know what we will do though but i dont care as long as we do something. i think i might invite everyone to see i robot today but we shall see. i kinda want to go swimming i never get to anymore its sad i have this nice warm pool no one goes in. lol.

current mood: amused
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Tuesday, June 15th, 2004
10:43 pm
name: trevor
age: 17
sex: male
weight: 160
height: 5'91/2" ?
shoe size: 13 :(
occupation: umpire :) student
food: umm hmm i have a number of them now. i love bacon cheeseburgers and french fries and chicken strips and mash potatoes and spaghetti and chocolate ice cream from breyers
song: sweetness, everlong
band: JEW, silverstein, glasseater, thursday, u know them all
store: tower or rasputen, hot topic, urban outfitters
sport: baseball
team: giants redsox 49ners patriots celtics spurs
player: jason schmidt barry bonds jason varitek ricky williams terrel owens tom brady
show: family guy aqua team hunger force futurama
last time
you kissed: umm like 4:05 :p :)
you hugged: haha same time :)
you laughed: just a lil bit ago with patrick
you got scared: hmmm prolly dawn of the dead
you cried: hmm been a long time id say... i dont really remember
you yelled: hmm prolly that time i yelled at that kid at church.. or no wait haha i yelled this sunday ..STIRKEEE THREE!!!! lol
you fell in love: how about now :)
you went out of town: umm saturday

current mood: cheerful
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